I do not know what happened all on the years when I started to be gal around December 2014 but there was a time that I was really really involved and now it sucks like everything in my life is going well but I’m just like so depressed not actually depressed but more like I don’t have the same energy that I used to have to do gal but yet I want to do it as much as I can.
There is also the fact that ever since I have my IUD, I’ve gained so much weight so so much weight that my confidence of my body has dropped really really low and I know it’s a vicious cycle that you feel bad about your body and you’re depressed and you eat more and you’re even more depressed lmao 😭😭😭
But since I’m getting out a toxic relationship and I’ve started a job that is very well-paid, I will have the energy and confidence to eat more healthier and be more gal as ever you know I’m going to be like 27 in November and I said it in the beginning of my journey to be gal that I will never stop until like I’m old and wrinkly and I meant it and I still mean it until this day so here’s a list of my future goals for being gyaru in the 2019-20 season:
- Eat healthier food
- Do more simple everyday make
- Buy circle lenses regularly
- Not to be scared to buys outfits that are gyaru
- Not letting my size stop me from being it
- To have short nails still make you gal
- No being afraid to take pictures because of my size (again lmao 😭)
- Be organized and follow my schedule
- Take care of my hair and do more hairstyles
- Encourage my fellow gals in the community, share about their new stuffs and outfits
- And last but not least, have fun being a Plus-Size Gyaru in the J-Fashion community
I could add more elements to that list but I think 11 goals is enough, especially when one of those people that put pressure on themselves and when there’s to much pressure, they do nothing because the anxiety is too hard to manage.
But in any case, like I said I want to have fun while being gyaru and to share my love of this type of fashion and be happy and just enjoy myself, having fun with other gals around the world and have the confidence of just doing it!💙💙💙
AnyWho― I hope this blog posts it wasn’t too long to read or was fast enough to eat but I just want to add that I’m pretty happy to be blogging again now that I have a new phone and I could blog on the go👌🏾 and now I can take better quality pictures because I have a new camera, a new Mac 💻 all of this because I have a new job! It is amazing what you can do when you have your shit together, it is just so fucking amazing, it makes me happy😊💖💙 Anyways, so I am sending you gals positive vibes so you can have a wonderful weekend and I’ll see you in the next blog post!
Sion Signing Out ♡