okay, okay…. How to start?
It’s been along time since I’ve enjoyed just being me enjoy being alive, enjoy building myself, building my personality, building projects or whatever. It has been such a journey since May 2016, it was rough but from that moment, I felt free. I was no longer preoccupied by someone nagging me constantly from behind.
I was… free…
To be able to of not worrying about money constantly was such a freedom. It was one of my main problems that I spoke about on my personal fb account, I thought that I was like… I don’t know how to explain it but it kinda sucked, but now that I have time, and I have the resources, that have the materials, that I have everything, I can to be creative and do whatever!!! I can be who I am without any fear or like I don’t know how to explain it but having freedom when you did not have it for almost 24 years of your life is amazing…….. Amazing I say!!🤯
Like many people are used to say before me, when you lose something that you used to have and that you take it for granted, you appreciate it more when you lose it and you are forever grateful when you have a back. To be able to have that kind of privilege is amazing. 💕
I have many many many many many stuff that I want to do before the holidays and after the holidays that when my ex will be completely out of my life, I will be blooming bigger than ever and I will not let my depression let me be stuck in the bed because I of XYZ.
Of course I cannot put a ton of pressure on myself, that you know, but it is good to have pressure on yourself when you need something to be done and you want it and you do everything that you can to go and get it and ask questions. Looking for it when you want to do something nothing will and should stop you and I have to push myself to make sure that nothing stops me to get what I want.
I want to much I’ve made too many mistakes I have too many reasons in the world to tell me that it’s not even worth that but if I want to do something I will do it and I will get it
To be myself again and flourishing… it feels like a blessing because it is a blessing🥰 To be able to be yourself again, the freedom that it gives you makes you unstoppable. Nothing can stop you, no one can stop you even if they laugh at your doing, even if there’s someone better than you, doing bigger than you, doing greater than you, there is one thing that will never do better than you: is being who you are. People will never be who you are even if society says that they are better than you, they will never ever be you…https://ajax.googleapis.com/ajax/libs/jquery/1.6.2/jquery.min.jshttps://lookbook.nu/look/widget/9197124.js?include=all&size=medium&style=button&align=center
Have a great week flufflies ☁️☁️☁️
This is Sion signing out ✌🏾